In My Dreams
As I lie and try to slumber in the mud and rain
Something waits and watches patiently until I close my face
Though darkness oozes from the sky I’m forced to stay awake
For when I sleep that beast in me is free to leave his cave.
My eyes are vials taking in the darkness of the night
They fill like bags of murky water, clouding up my mind
Slowing sinking, breathing slowly, yet still trying to fight
To stay awake I stare at what so dimly lights the sky.
Surely failing, I start falling, deep into that darkness
Soon surrounded by a cellar, chained inside a harness
Seemingly helpless, there I sit and stare at something heartless
Something empty, something void, much worse than a heart of hardness.
I can’t escape, I must awake, must run away from here
But once I do it is too late, behold that thing of fear
So made of hate, so full of wrath, its slithering somewhere near
So stealthily around my throat then whispers in my ear.
“Go back to sleep unto that place that I may freely be
That place you dare to never see, your darkest memories
For there I live and dream of you while you beg to be free
Let’s never forget that I am you, and you’ve always been me.”